Crushed CrushedCrushed by ~RiotGrrrlBomb
I feel like I'm being crushed beneath you and your heaviness
All that you are is pushing me outside of myself
I feel like the weight of the world has fallen
The rubble is at my feet
The voice of a girl is calling
I can hear her but she's buried so deep
I can hear myself Distant-So far away beneath the ash
Fragments of all that used to be
When your hands graze my skin I can feel More of myself slipping away
Dripping to noting
I lose myself inside of you
And everything you are
I need something to bring me back to me
I need to be
I need to exist
Without you inside
4 AM Somwhere 4AM Somewhere4 AM Somwhere by ~RiotGrrrlBomb
I miss the way you'd make me
hate you
Then make me fall in love again
The familiarity of your scent
your furled brow
Our late nights and early days
Forgetting the world with you
I thought of Arcadia as we lay
Your smooth chest and fine bones
draped in my wanting arms
I miss your hurried kiss
lingering grin
You were the closest thing to home
I miss your deep belly laugh
your whisper and giggle
I miss our rain dance
random silliness
snow angels
I miss your warmth
your softness
Stone face
Playful eyes
Your truth
I miss your reverence for the
Sea Foam Sea FoamSea Foam by ~RiotGrrrlBomb
I couldn't help but stare. At her arms, her legs, her tarnished face. She was fidgety, pulling her skirt down over her battered knees. Not even her sea foam green skirt could distract one from her marks. Giving her a quick once over; she caught me looking.
"I know what you're thinking Maggie, but he loves me." Feeling uneasy I just pushed my face into my magazine. "Really, he does." She offered.
"Yeah, I can tell by your poorly covered black eye that he loves you lots."
"Oh you mean this?" She asked pointing to her face with a nervous giggle. "I fell." I wanted to ask her what she had fallen into just to hear the atrocio
Doll Face Doll FaceDoll Face by ~RiotGrrrlBomb
He
kisses her long pale neck
layering soft kisses on each collarbone
Her
eyes open wide
body cold and stiff
I
Sit still
watch him kiss her face
brush her hair from her eyes
His hands brush against her breast
I
sit
watch the porcelain figure wide-eyed
watch as he unbuttons her blouse
kisses her breast and stomach
she
doesn't speak
doesn't move
doesn't let a breath fall from her lips
I
sit still and watch him work as if they were alone
I
see her stone-faced as he caresses each breast taking her
nipple to his lips
I
watch as he runs his hands over her legs and up into the darkness beneat
Sta.sh
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"I reject your reality and substitute my own!"